Mad World

If they only knew..

I didn't mean to hurt you.

i hate myself.

i tell myself every.single.day. what scum i am.

i can't even look myself in the mirror.

i can't stand me.

i disgust myself.

sometimes i wonder..

if i wasn't here

would things be better?

for you.

for everyone.

i think it's time for me to go.

be free.

let my spirit go.

and then you can finally be happy.

everyone can be happy.