Just Walk Away

i thought today would be different..

because i didn't wake up crying..

but i was wrong.

today is just like every other day.

a struggle.

i don't know how much longer i can take this.

i thought it would go away..

i thought it would simmer down..

but i was wrong.

it just keeps getting worse and worse.

i hate life.

i hate me.

i just want it to be over with..

We're All Wasted

I hate being alone.

it's so scary.

i can't trust myself.

i don't know if i'll be able to convince myself anymore.

if this life is worth it.

i don't think it is.

i don't know why i'm still here.

i just..don't know..

Mad World

If they only knew..

I didn't mean to hurt you.

i hate myself.

i tell myself every.single.day. what scum i am.

i can't even look myself in the mirror.

i can't stand me.

i disgust myself.

sometimes i wonder..

if i wasn't here

would things be better?

for you.

for everyone.

i think it's time for me to go.

be free.

let my spirit go.

and then you can finally be happy.

everyone can be happy.

I've Got Your Name Tattooed Inside Of My Arm

"You can't regret things in life.

Because everything happens for a reason."

i've been told this..well, a lot.

and i live by it.

it's a good life motto.

but i hate it.

because sometimes those reasons,

aren't so clear.

and you have to wait

and wait

andwait

for that reason.

and sometimes the reason,

doesn't come at all.

i want to know the reason.

right

meow.

growldammit.