I figured it out today.
what made us grow apart.
it wasn't our forbidden friendship.
it was him.
that night.
he made me cry for hours.
he made me want to kill myself.
and what did you do?
you sat back and let it happen.
you were my best friend.
my support.
my sister.
and you did nothing.
that's when i realized that our friendship had been minimized to nothing.
all because of this one boy that took your heart.
and stabbed it.
but i was still there for you.
still am.
we've grown distant.
that's fersure.
but our friendship is re-building itself.
i still consider you to be my best friend.
i don't know where i stand with you.
but i'll take what i can get.
i love you , elaine and always will. im sorry that i doubted u for a mere second. and dickheads deserve to die :)
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