Break On Through

do you feel it coursing through your veins?

the noise..

the base..

feels so good.

as soon as i turn my stereo on,

all i hear is..

whomp whomp whomp.

the music take me on a tranquil adventure.

mind, body, and soul are at peace.

and all that matters is the sound.

flowing around me.

music notes dancing above my head.

the only time that i can be truly at ease.

is when the music flows through me.

Just Walk Away

i thought today would be different..

because i didn't wake up crying..

but i was wrong.

today is just like every other day.

a struggle.

i don't know how much longer i can take this.

i thought it would go away..

i thought it would simmer down..

but i was wrong.

it just keeps getting worse and worse.

i hate life.

i hate me.

i just want it to be over with..

We're All Wasted

I hate being alone.

it's so scary.

i can't trust myself.

i don't know if i'll be able to convince myself anymore.

if this life is worth it.

i don't think it is.

i don't know why i'm still here.

i just..don't know..

Mad World

If they only knew..

I didn't mean to hurt you.

i hate myself.

i tell myself every.single.day. what scum i am.

i can't even look myself in the mirror.

i can't stand me.

i disgust myself.

sometimes i wonder..

if i wasn't here

would things be better?

for you.

for everyone.

i think it's time for me to go.

be free.

let my spirit go.

and then you can finally be happy.

everyone can be happy.

I've Got Your Name Tattooed Inside Of My Arm

"You can't regret things in life.

Because everything happens for a reason."

i've been told this..well, a lot.

and i live by it.

it's a good life motto.

but i hate it.

because sometimes those reasons,

aren't so clear.

and you have to wait

and wait

andwait

for that reason.

and sometimes the reason,

doesn't come at all.

i want to know the reason.

right

meow.

growldammit.

Build Me Up, Buttercup

I figured it out today.

what made us grow apart.

it wasn't our forbidden friendship.

it was him.

that night.

he made me cry for hours.

he made me want to kill myself.

and what did you do?

you sat back and let it happen.

you were my best friend.

my support.

my sister.

and you did nothing.

that's when i realized that our friendship had been minimized to nothing.

all because of this one boy that took your heart.

and stabbed it.

but i was still there for you.

still am.

we've grown distant.

that's fersure.

but our friendship is re-building itself.

i still consider you to be my best friend.

i don't know where i stand with you.

but i'll take what i can get.

Hey, Hey. This Is No Dream

thinking gets you nowhere.

that's what i've decided.

all it does is make your mind go in circles.

that's no fun.

i wish the answer would just pop out at me and be like,

"Hey! I'm the answer! Choose me!"

But that would be way too simple.

Goddammit.

teach me something.

anything.

about making the right decision.

help meh puhlease.